are you happy?
well, are you?
do you tell yourself that you are happy?
or
do you feel happy?
you feel it?
how do you know you are happy?
do you happy now?
you do?
...
ok.
how about now?
still happy?
are you really happy?
really?
or
do you tell yourself that you are happy?
ok.
how about this?
are you fat?
you do?
u think that you do?
then keep telling yourself that you are not fat.
keep telling yourself that.

-"I'm not fat"-

maybe after awhile, u gonna feel great.
because u believe that you are not fat.
u feel great and somehow, u feel great.
but then after awhile,
the reality kicks in and you realize that you are fat.

how does that make you feel?
still happy?
less happy?
not happy?

well that is happiness.
it's a temporary feelings.
people keep chasing the idea of happiness
as if it is the meaning to the end.

chasing a temporary feelings...
that sound absurd to me.