i've manage to read 2-3 book a weeks now and a lot of them is about the story of life. perseverance is the word that keep ringing in my ears. perseverance. persistence. people can say what they want to say but action speaks louder than words. somehow, whatever you hold true to yourself can be seen by your action. it's true what people say; talk is cheap.
almost from all the book that i read, i can slowly grasp the idea of what the point of having someone that you can call a friend. i can always see and understand more about myself when i'm in a conversation with my friends. i can always try to understand the subtext, the pretext of the conversation but the bottomline, when two people who know each other, talking to each other, there always an effort from one of them to get to know the other one more throughout the conversation. the more you talk to your friends, the more you get to know them.
almost all the psycho analysis of the character that i read come from the idea of understanding. the author seem to understand what the idea behind the character and their functions. almost all the character understanding come from conversation, either with someone else or themselves.
i've been reading all week and i've been talking to myself, trying to pick all the thought that have a thing to do with perseverance, persistence that come from conversation and somehow shine the light on a new understanding about connection. communication.
we are all connected by communication. without communication, we disconnect.

A: yeah.
Q: why?
A: I'm not sure. i guess i'm preparing myself.
Q: for what?
A: life.

